Sunday, May 28, 2006
It's so difficult, isn't it? When everyone seems to tell you not to go on, and against, perhaps even your better judgement, you do... wondering why you're such an idiot, but realising you are, you're resigned to the fact.
Life confuses, on a varying degree of levels, and questions even more than that. People on the other hand, are so complex that there is no point even trying to figure out what another person thinks, until it affects you. Perhaps it's human nature to be always somewhat selfish. But then by putting yourself through all the crap, you wonder if masochism is the way to go either.
And then you realise, it doesn't really matter, because perhaps the 20th century writers all had this stroke of brilliance. Life is futile. They forgot the last link though, and that is .... until you have God.
Annabel Lee spake
;9:51 AM