namesake

Sunday, November 02, 2008

Talking about you has alwas been my thing. I can't seem to stop my mouth when it comes to trying to tell the world who you are and why you are so so different. Dear Lord, tonight you tell me that you love me. Love me so much that I just have to be myself, and enjoy being in your presence. Sometimes it's easy to just forget what it means to live life in your light. It's easy to forget given that I am in a new and exciting place, to get caught up in just the complexities of everyday life to forget to take a step back and just enjoy you.

Today I went for mass with a new community, and it was so easy to just enjoy the peace that overwhelmed me when I was there, celebrating your real and actual presence. The peace that makes me so sure that the holy spirit is with me each and every step of the way. As I say my prayers tonight, I just want to say that I love you, and that I would do anything that you ask of me. That 5 years ago when I lifted up my life to you and just asked you to take it and let it be, that I meant it. Help me be the instrument that you have always wanted me to be. But more importantly, never let me forget the peace that you give me, the contentment that you give me when I am close to you, and that you just want me to be the person I am, nothing more, nothing less, everything that you planned for me to be. Because I am so lucky to know what your unconditional love for me is. I am so lucky to be loved.

Annabel Lee spake
;7:02 PM